song of the moment: Diamonds by Teairra Mari ft Kanye West
yea so things are not going the way i want them to but i saw a quote today that made me feel a lil better its: Its not about surviving in the storm its about dancing in the rain. so yeah i’m going to make the best of this and try and do what i want with my life, school , job, own place i need to take care of me and make sure i’m ok before i can do for others so thats my goal from now on i had a job interview last week i wont know if i got it until Wednesday i hope i did so i can start saving if not i’ll keep trying things may not be so good now but they will get better i know in my heart they will and whats meant to be will be so i just have to go with the flow and hope for the best well i haven’t been up to much i need to make some friends down here , summer is almost here and i have no one to hang with lol i don’t want to be bored this summer i was the summer before last and it sucked cause i lived in the boondocks so i couldn’t really do anything then last summer i had Kenny to hang with now i’m back to no one lol so make friends my mind says lol i will!!!
Feelings are hard to show so lyrics help heres a few that i feel right now …
I’m looking for you
That irreplaceable you
That warm embraceable you,
That walked right out that door.
She said I don’t like your cars
I’d rather have your heart
You call me your wifey baby let me play the part
She hates when we’re apart.
But how we move from A to B it can’t be up to me
Cause you don’t know
Who I was before you
Basically to see a change in me
I’d be losing, so I just ignore you, yeah
But your on my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind, my mind
But maybe in time, in time, in time
I’ll tell you.
Feels Like I’m in crazy competition with the past.
That’s why I gotta ask…
Is anything I’m doin’ Brand New?
I’m waiting, anticipating for you baby
cuz I gotta be next to you
And I’m wanting
You cuz you got me
Boy you got me
cuz I gotta be next to you
Baby you on my mind.
I never thought I’d… be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
And you came in… and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I’m a race
But I… already won first place
I never thought I’d… fall for you as hard as I did
As hard as I did, yeah
You got me thinkin’ about our life, house and kids yeah
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down… knocked me down.
Now I’m crashin, I don’t know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could go back, and make it happen faster
Don’t you know I would baby if I could.
So I gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So I’ll bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don’t wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don’t wanna fall back on my face again.
You changed my whole life
Don’t know what your doing to me with your love
I’m feeling all Super human
You did that to me
Super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman
Super human.
But every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It’s unbelievable to see
How love could set me free.
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do
Anything.
i’d have no luck at all lol its so true I’ve been looking for jobs no luck my bro 17 gets a interview crystal 20 no calls at all lol i’m not going to hate i just wish i could get a job i’m ready to try some new stuff get out there make some real friends lol , things are ok not good but ok i kinda feel like i’m still not moving so that sucks… today was a beautiful day not hot just the right amount of sun great i should have went in the yard at lest lol maybe next time. my bf got a job in SF so thats good one step to getting him back home
i didn’t feel good at all yesterday long story i just hope things get better i really need them to … well I’ve been working on two new site 2-fresh.com and mommy-lyts.com hopefully i can get them open this year lol … i’ve also been looking into going to the University of Phoenix online so hopefully i will soon i just hope things go as planed for me this year and my family well not much else to day until next time!
song of the moment: Goodnight And Go by Imogen Heap
hey world after some months I’m back to blogging a lot have been going on for one i moved to a bigger house its a 5br 3bath and a big back yard all pics below and my boyfriend had to move to SF cause of how things are no jobs everything is going down a hole but hopefully the USA gets better soon so he can come back I’ve also have been looking for a job so i can help at home and save to move out I’m still doing web designing my site is chic-layouts.com I’m also working on stuff with my mama online and school this year I’m trying to get my life in order I’m 20 almost 21 i need to have my life in order my own place or on my way to that and i need to get my schooling stuff going on i don’t want to just have a job i want a career so that’s my goals and hopes to just make things better and hoping and praying for the best to happen I’m just in good mood hopefully things go my way .
well hello and welcome to my blog, here i'll post on my day today life what im up to my dreams my hopes and fears so welcome to the awesome mind of kry! lol i'll also have thngs for my vistors , i hope you read and leave some love i'll be sure to return it :) i love life and my famliy and my love thats all you need to know! for now! well off you go.
well i haven’t been up to much i need to make some friends down here , summer is almost here and i have no one to hang with lol i don’t want to be bored this summer i was the summer before last and it sucked cause i lived in the boondocks so i couldn’t really do anything then last summer i had Kenny to hang with now i’m back to no one lol so make friends my mind says lol i will!!!
